::ihatemylife::

so after two years of the best and most wonderful relationship i've ever been in it goes down the drain. and he's pretty much with another girl already. and on top of that the guy still talks to me on the phone and that's the thing that i pretty much live for now...and now his mom just took that away too. he still tells me that he loves me and still cares about me. what am i suppose to do. i hate this. i love him so much. no one understands. i feel depressed without him. i feel like my life has just given up. he said he'd call my in the morning when his mom was gone. i hope he keeps this promise. i love him.
later.